Tuesday, November 12, 2013

"a day spent with You."

Its been days.
Then You tickled me & teased my dreams, i woke up and you faded like a dissolving smoke. After a splash of water on my face, i looked into the mirror where my eyes were holding You & for a moment i couldn't blink. With a mug of hot dark coffee when i stepped on to the roof the breeze of the dawn felt as if You wished me "Good morning". i sat there, ya there only; sharing each sip of coffee. It turned from blue to orange when the sun rays impressed my skin like the warmth of your hugs. The frozen skin anticipated pleasure, the cold body felt cozy. i was all wrapped in You. The feeling of being loved, of being yours remained there till the reality disturbed us.

Back in my room leaning against the wall i gazed at You lying on the bed, then i would roll my eyes and You were there next to my laptop ! Leaving all illusions when i started walking, i stumbled as if You were sitting right there. Soon i went for a shower & You stood there shamelessly nude, staring deep into my eyes with a mischievous look. We came close enough to feel the warmth of our breath and our skin blushed with every kiss. The water ran, tripping from your ear to my shoulder,from my lips to your neck,from your chest to my waist. Every touch was erotic & i was all soaked in romance when some tears rolled down; then i don't know if i got back to senses or just got numb. The moment i opened my wardrobe the smell of You filled my room with your fragrance. Anything i wore had the aroma of yours as if i have absorbed some from You.

As any other day when i went for the prayers & closed my eyes all i saw was You, only You. Every prayer wished for your happiness & in blessings i pleaded for some love from You. All i could cook that day was some of your delicacies. Having rice,chicken chunks with scrambled eggs is always yum ! There were some pending work to complete so went to the laptop but bound with addictions had to check Facebook before anything, and i didn't realize when i became so busy glossing through each of your photographs and noticing every expression of yours.i spent the whole afternoon thinking about those situations that triggered those status updates. With the arrival of dusk, i looked at my phone; no calls, no messages as dead as it could be. For some time i kept checking it again and again, as if i was expecting for that weird "ting" sound but no such sound came. Soon i went on a small ride through a lonesome road, newly constructed, dark but then You were there sitting just behind me as close as possible, holding me tight, lying against my back. i stopped at some unfamiliar shop, had some Lights and Coke ; glaring at the sky i was talking to someone, someone like You till the realization of emptiness interfered. By the time i returned home i was a little sad but You can't see me sad, i know. The moment i entered to my house all the kids of my tenants were playing and their innocent smiles reflected of You. i smiled, played for sometime and went for my dinner. 

Now this is too much but indeed the electricity went off whilst having dinner. Then all i saw was You sitting in front of me and a candle in between. We staring at each other having a beautiful dinner. Soon the lights came back and i conceived your abstract presence. Generally after my dinner i prefer listening to some old melodies but tonight these strings took me to the lane of memories of the time we have spent together. i switched of the lights, closed my eyes & felt your goodnight kiss. Soon the dreams carried me with them where You and me were together again. In the midst of night, i felt very cold, i was shivering and there You were putting a blanket on me; my eyes opened and it was dawn again.

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